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Hush a Lullaby

Here i am , eyes wide open, my lungs starts pumping.
I wanna get out of this skin and bone of mine
This body i need a break away
I wanna be still
Escape this reality of life
I need a way to getaway , away from this visions in my eyes
I cannot face nor bare these walls
I want to beg this heart of mine would stop beating
Please let me rest in peace for awhile

Let me be numb and sore
Leave the burden drown my life
For this gift is meaningless
What is meaning of purpose?

Night have mercy and take my morning
For now there is no purpose to be awaken


Silverchair - Untitled

I’m just another body down
Internal bleeding around and around
And all i can think of are ways to die alone
And all i can think of are ways to die alone

A portrait of my skeletal gain
Left selfish and hungry so feed me the pain
Escape reality with new pain
Then let the cycle start again

And all i can think of are ways to die alone..
And all i can think of are ways to die alone..
Dream of content a pain filtered farm
"All i can say.."

Dreams are bad when all they do is leave the truth behind…
Dreams are bad when negativity’s a state of mind….

Dreams are bad

Boredom

If I were a month, I’d be December

If I were a day of the week, I’d be Saturady

If I were a time of day, I’d be 3:00am  

If I were a planet, I’d be Moon

If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Blue Whale

If I were a direction, I’d be North

If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Sofa

If I were a liquid, I’d be Whiskey

If I were a gemstone, I’d be Jasper

If I were a tree, I’d be a Oak tree

If I were a tool, I’d be a Ranch

If I were a flower, I’d be a Sunflower

If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a Rain

If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Harp

If I were a color, I’d be Lime green

If I were an emotion, I’d be Melancholy

If I were a fruit, I’d be a Lychee

If I were a sound, I’d be Wind

If I were an element, I’d be Fire

If I were a car, I’d be a RX300

If I were a food, I’d be Cake

If I were a place, I’d be Beach

If I were a material, I’d be Leather

If I were a taste, I’d be Sour

If I were a scent, I’d be Caramel  

If I were an object, I’d be a Blanket

If I were a body part, I’d be a Heart

If I were a facial expression, I’d be a grimace

If I were a song, I’d be something by Pixie lott

If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Sneakers

SILVERCHAIR

Band: Silverchair

Decades ago (back when i was 11yr old) i have been addicted to this band. Listening from ‘Frogstomp' to 'Freak Show' to 'Neon Ballroom’, then listen to it all over again and again. I can actually sing along to every single song to their 3 old albums. When their 4th album ‘Diorama' came out, their sound have changed rapidly quick. I was not use to their new sounds and Daniel Johns song writing have definitely changed too. But Glad the feel of rock is still clinging on. Finally 5th album 'Young Modern' came out , their sound and music changed 100%. It does not sound anything like the old Silverchair i use to get addictive to. Even though they changed (obviously the band have all grown up) until this day i will support this band and will always be a huge fan to them no matter what kind of genre they may end up with.

After listening back to the old Silverchair songs and watching Daniel Johns interview. I have found out their song 'Ana's song (open fire)' is about 'Anorexia'. For decades i thought it was about someone he knew, and now the year 2010 knowing this song was about him and his Anorexia all along. I have read his biography and watched his interview about his personal life. The song ‘Suicidal Dreams’ is my top favorite song from them of all time. Realize it is in fact about Suicidal of a dream he have for years. Other dark lyrical songs ‘Untitled’ , ‘Emotion Sickness’ are too about death, suicidal and anorexia. Their old 3 albums are mostly dark lyrical sounds. But the Rock sound they produced are just Cherry Bomb.

Finding out the real lyrical meaning to Daniel Johns lyrics , just shocked me to my bones. I knew it was Dark but didn’t know it was to the point where Grim rippers are actually waiting. It ain’t sad or depress , it was a walking dead man.

But after years he came out to the light, Daniel Johns have shared his stories to the world. With his braveness and his inspiration to give life a second chance to live. He came cleaned and sober to life. I am sure he have helped others who are going through Anorexia or Suicidal to live life in a Sober positive lifestyles.

'You scream out for more, let me tell you girl that's for sure, I'm gonna give you all I got, I'm gonna fuck you with my Red hot Cock..'
Squarepusher, My red hot car

 LOL to Daniel Johns.

Miss these guys!

Gossip Girl - Chair ( Chuck & Blair / Blair & Chuck)

OMFG….Why , why , Why…this is killing me but glad they are pumping Chair up again. The Gossip and Mess are back in the Game!!

Thought GG would go bored like how i got bored with One Tree Hill after season 3. But still can’t compare. They are nothing alike.

I’m looking forward to Lily’s flashback life hope they will add on season 4 !

Gossip Girl Trailer - Chair Forever (via CWtelevision)

Bamboo

Band: Bamboo

Is a Know Filipino Band. Bamboo is the vocalist also former Vocalist from the infamous Band called ‘Rivermaya’. Since they have broken up after the 3rd album of ‘Rivermaya’ Bamboo have flew out of Philippines for sobriety. Few years later he came back to Philippines to form his own band. 

Surprisingly forming his own band still have took his success higher then ever. Even after  his downward spiral shot him down he have still proven to himself and everyone that he is strong enough to be back on his two feet. This shows he is natural talented with his unique soothing vocal with your eyes close you will definitely recognize his voice from across the world. His music and sounds fits right with different kind of genre listeners. Along with his lyrical that will surely inspire to those who relates closely to it. Bamboo have won tons of awards and still climbing high.

Although after decades later i am still upset the fact ‘Rivermaya’ have broken up! I have grew up listening to them and decades pass i still do listen to ‘Rivermaya’ songs from time to time. This is sad!

Since ‘Rivermaya’ mates have gone separate and individual I literally have to listen to them individually too! But Damn both Bamboo and Rico Blanco (former guitarist/keyboard of ‘rivermaya’)  have good music and taste!

I Ban to compare the both of them!

The Pretty Reckless

Band - The Pretty Reckless (Taylor momsen)

'Jenny Humphrey'

But i am sure everybody knows her as ‘Jenny Humphrey’ from the show ‘Gossip Girl’. To be honest in my opinion i don’t like her character in GG. Jenny Humphrey is the young girl who is still growing up in the upper east side and enjoy butting in others business or cause trouble as usual. I miss that sweet Jenny back in Season 1. OK! Enough of GG!

'Taylor momsen'

Taylor momsen is an Actress and having a band on the side of her career. There are loads of bad critics about Taylor momsen is a Bad image icon for the young ones as she is age 16 only! Dresses lingerie on stage and show lots of skins! I would not judge her ‘Too young’ and rebellious. She ain’t no Walt Disney, she is Gossip Girl and that show she is on is obviously not for Walt Disney kids. She is talented with a unique vocal that goes so well with her ‘Rock’ sounds. If parents do not like her cause of what she is talented with and her personal image , it’s simple keep your kids away and don’t go saying crap about a young talented artist, just cause she figures out exactly who she is and what she wants to pursue in such young age.

I love her more as a Musician (don’t get me wrong i love her still in movies) but i love her music and styles so much as herself. I have a feeling she will achieve more on her music then as an actress in her coming future. It’s great to hear that she plans to take her band more serious and move forward with it. Looking forward to more of her Sounds and Styles!

Her latest release Soundtrack song 'Make me wanna die' for the movie Kick-Ass’

I was YouTubing for 80-90’s Rock and came across a comment that says
“What happen to Sex, Drugs and Rock’n’Roll? Now we get Aids, Cracks, and Techno!”
This sounds true. So True
YouTube (Whoever this person comment must seem stress/Mad knowing Aids, Cracks, Techno killed Sex, Drugs, Rock’n’Roll……LOL)
(via dithahave)
This is Funny! Esp Chuck….it made him looking like a Dracula o_O!

(via dithahave)

This is Funny! Esp Chuck….it made him looking like a Dracula o_O!

via newsimg.bbc.co.uk
Mimas and a map of temperature variations that looks like Pac-Man

via newsimg.bbc.co.uk

Mimas and a map of temperature variations that looks like Pac-Man

Ellie Goulding - Starry Eyed

gilbertmusings:

rickkanelives:

snowce:

umanesimo:

The photo was taken during a Fire Escape Collaspe in Boston in 1975, by Stanley Forman. 19 year old Diana Bryant and her 2-year old goddaughter Tiare Jones died from this fall.
The picture was first published in the Boston Herald and then picked up and published in newspapers all over the world. There was much debate about showing such a horrific picture.
I was never bothered by the controversy. When you think about it, I don’t think it was that horrific. The woman at the time was not deceased; we didn’t show a dead person on the front page. She did die, which is a horrible thing. I didn’t think it was that bad, but then I am the photographer, so I’m biased.Any time there are stories about fire safety issues or issues such as those people went through with the hurricane in New Orleans, it wakes people up.
My photograph prompted people to go out and check their fire escapes and ushered in a law that meant that the owner of the property is responsible for fire-escape safety. It was also used in many fire-safety pamphlets for many years.
Stanley Forman
via pigbird: world press photos 50th

gilbertmusings:

rickkanelives:

snowce:

umanesimo:

The photo was taken during a Fire Escape Collaspe in Boston in 1975, by Stanley Forman. 19 year old Diana Bryant and her 2-year old goddaughter Tiare Jones died from this fall.

The picture was first published in the Boston Herald and then picked up and published in newspapers all over the world. There was much debate about showing such a horrific picture.

I was never bothered by the controversy. When you think about it, I don’t think it was that horrific. The woman at the time was not deceased; we didn’t show a dead person on the front page. She did die, which is a horrible thing. I didn’t think it was that bad, but then I am the photographer, so I’m biased.Any time there are stories about fire safety issues or issues such as those people went through with the hurricane in New Orleans, it wakes people up.

My photograph prompted people to go out and check their fire escapes and ushered in a law that meant that the owner of the property is responsible for fire-escape safety. It was also used in many fire-safety pamphlets for many years.

Stanley Forman

via pigbird: world press photos 50th